Nightmare

I had a nightmare this morning. It's been one of my worst O_o.

In my dream, I know that the girl I like is getting married . What's more, she's pregnant. (I know, my dreams..not good..) I don't know how it happens..but suddenly I'm driving her back to her house. I notice that she's pregnant. All the time, I'm feeling all choked up. I already know that in my dream, I'm about 25 or something. You know..it's a dream..you know these sort of things O_o.

After she gets out of the car, she asks me if I can send her mother somewhere. Heck, why not ? So her mom gets on the car. About 10 minutes into the trip, I'm thinking a lot of things. Unable to resist the urge, I start a conversation with her mother. Here's how it goes.

Me: "M'am, if you don't mind me asking , could you please tell me how your daughter got to know her fiancé ?"

Mom: Sure. Well...her fiancé lives nearby , for one thing. You know..since it's the holidays and she doesn't go anywhere much, they meet frequently."

Me: "Ah....how long have they known each other ?"

Mom:"Oh, about two to three years, I would say."
Me:"Ahh.. Thanks for the information..I do-"
Mom:"Oh yes. The main thing though, is that her fiancé is rich."

At this point, I'm trembling. I mean..I'm a poor guy in the dream, that I know. But to know that I lost the woman I love to a guy..just because of my financial standing...Now that's a real punch to the specials..So I'm all quiet now. Pretty soon, I've dropped her mother off at her destination. I continue driving, and reach a forest. I get out of the car and start walking away.

Then I'm awake. My heart is beating so fast, and I keep thinking to myself, "Oh shit, she's getting married. What the hell do I do ?"...But after a few breaths..I calm down and think.."Wait, Is she getting married ? She isn't..Is she ?"..Then finally "Of course not, I just had a nightmare".

All this, because one of her friends told me that girls nowadays look for money first in a guy. I guess I let it get to me. Gawd, I'm a poor bugger even in my dreams. I blew it in real life too..was gonna go out as a group, but somehow the outing was called off.. *sighs*

Er heh..Oops.

I'm a consistent lazyarse. I'll give you that XD. It's 4.24 AM. But since posting something always takes a large amount of time, I expect to post this thing at around 5 am. Then..maybe..just maybe, I might go to sleep.

Nothing has happened much. I mean..what the heck is there to happen ? Malaysia could suddenly have snow..that's something I'd want to happen heh.

I've rekindled my love for stories recently. I've always been interested in the D&D (Dungeons And Dragons) Universe. I got myself a Forgotten Realms universe storybook recently. The Icewind Dale trilogy. A good read. I plan to continue getting more. As soon as I get enough cash. I also bought The Hitch Hiker's Guide To The Galaxy. The full set. It's funny. But the ending leaves more to be desired. It's such a tragedy that the author has passed on.

My sis is in Japan now. She got selected for the AFS program. Don't ask me what that stands for...I don't want to know. All I know is, I couldn't participate because of my age. For my age, if I wanted to participate, I'd have to have a good command of the Japanese language. And I just don't know any. Accept from what I can understand from animes.

A random fact. I finished an article on Zug before I came back to finish this post. And I'm still out of ideas.

..No wait crap. I finished another article before coming back...this might take some time..

I'll get back to you soon..