Off to Thailand

Yeah..another Thailand trip. "Why do you go to Thailand so often ?", I'm asked. Why ? Simple. The girls there are hot.

Wait, did I just say that ? I mean uh...the stuff there is sooo cheap. Orange Box, eh ? XD

I've not been getting enough sleep lately...and I'm kinda sick. Phlegm ...*sighs*.

The last time I came back from Thailand, I got some serious wounds O_O. Let's hope nothing of the like happens this time heh.

Cyas all then.

Yarr!

Aight. I didn't post Jacky's pictures. Cause I want to keep them all for myself nyahaha. (Or, my camera phone, while good for taking candid shots of pretty girls in shopping complexes and the like, couldn't zoom in enough to get a clear picture of the God Of Song.)

Nothing much has happened the whole week. Just went out and had lunch with my friends.

Something did happen on yesterday. The guys hadn't said anything about breakfast or lunch together so I slept soundly without having to worry about waking up to meet them. I'm in the middle of a dream ( I forgot what it was about) and suddenly my father opens my room's door. He scolds me for always putting my phone on silent and not answering the phone. He then tells me to bathe and follow him out. I'm still lying on the bed and wondering what happened. I thought that something bad had happened. I check my hand phone and it's only 11.30 am. (I know it's late but I slept late too, besides, it's not the latest that I've slept till.)

I quickly bathe and dress myself. I get on the car. Based on what my father is talking about on the phone, we were going to the house of my father's friend. My father picked up another friend first and we set off. Once we reached, I realized that we were there to help him move his furniture. From the living room, to the kitchen.

He had 2 sets of furniture. 1 was a kitchen table, with 3 parts. The lower drawer parts comprised of 2. The flat top was the last part. The lower drawer parts were easy to move. The flat top was kind of hard as all the furniture were made of wood. Dense, heavy wood.

But the first set of furniture, could not prepare for the pain of the second. The second set was a simple dinner table. The stands and the flat top. The problem ? This flat top was 9 (NINE) feet long. The owner of the house was a person of average build. My father's fit (And also more handsome than me, based on what my friends say >_<). The friend we picked up was taller and stronger. (This is because he works in an antique furniture shop and he has to move the furniture around with his workers.) Me, I'm not _that_ fit, but I have some strength in my arms.

The four of us combined could not move the flat top for a distance of a feet. it was _that_ heavy. We heaved and lifted, and still we could not endure for long. Finally we decided to just put the cardboard wrapping on the floor and push the table top on it. Even then, it was hard work. After finally setting the table up, we went for lunch (breakfast in my case.) We had Bak Kut Teh. Good Bak Kut Teh. But everything is good once you've had a workout.

At night, Brian, Marcus and me went to the night market in Pandan Indah. We ordered some tid bits to take away and had dinner at a Pan Mee stall. Not bad actually. Then we walked around and looked at girls =P. And we (read = I) saw a particularly attractive girl. She was awesome O_O. Right then, time to go. See ya.

Jacky Cheung O_O

I just got back from his concert in the Arena Of Stars in Genting Highlands. He says that this (the 99th) concert will be his last one overseas (For a while). Thank god I came O_O.

He's 46 now. And he still looks good. And he sounds great. Though he did say himself that his voice today wasn't so good because he was a bit sick.

I went with a female friend of mine. Our seats weren't bad. We were on the middle-right of the arena. Not many pretty girls to see though heh.

The Heavenly King started off with some fast-paced songs. I betted with my friend as to how many clothes changes he would make. She said 10 and I said 7. In the end, he only changed 5 times O_O. I can't stay awake much longer, so I'll go into detail next post.

Jacky Cheung, I love you =)

Why the fug do I have to put a title, eh ?

Anyways...most of my friends are saving up to go see Jay Chou..even my sister is going..but I'm going to Jacky Cheung's concert =) At the least, his eyes are bigger XD

The guys (Alex, Siong tat and Marcus) came over last night. We all just sat in Marcus' pickup and chatted for a bit. But then Alex got into a bit of hot water and we had to send him home first. Then Marcus asked if we should "turn right". I said that we should "turn right". And therefore, we "turned right. Heh. That was the stupidest thing to do, damnit. I couldn't sleep again.

Anyways, I have some chores to do ..so cyas laters.

It's so cold...

In the morning anyways. My air conditioning unit goes into super-cooling mode during the night. In the morning, you're so cold you don't even feel it. I'm serious. I had only my head exposed. I had blanket covering every part of me below my neck. I didn't feel a thing. I touched my nose and it was soooo cold O_O.

Anyways, I dreamed about her again. This shouldn't be happening you know. At least this one was a nice dream, not like the last one. Oogh.

I don't remember much about it now. But I do remember that we were in a car. I think we were going on about who was going to drive it. Then we were both suddenly in the back seat. The thing I remember most, is that I held her hands for a moment. It used to be wishful thinking. Now, it's impossible (and stupid) thinking.


Anyways, me and the guys are trying to plan a vacation to Pulau Redang. Still searching for a place to stay though. Might go down to Bukit Bintang tomorrow to visit a hotel's city office.


Took this about 3 days ago. Marc and Siong Tat took some pics of it too. Not fully blossomed yet.



Took this yesterday. Before it rained. I forgot to set my phone correctly so it's not that clear. It's beautiful, isn't it ? Just like...*sighs* heh

The petals to that flower fell this morning. After the rain yesterday, the petals at the top had been pushed down by the rain. A unique sight, but I forgot to take a picture.

Never fear though, there is another bud currently growing in the garden. Hope that one is more beautiful =)

It is now, officially, with her aid (albeit online) officially over and done with.

She's finally told me to give up. Though I had to ask her to do this for me, she's still the one who said it, so I can finally give up. It would have had greater effect if she had told me in a more formal way. "Jus giv up". Anyways, I can finally move on I guess.

When I was still in secondary school, not too long ago (mwahaha) some of my female friends sometimes sported new hairstyles after the holidays. When I asked them why the change, some usually answered that they had experienced emotional hurt and needed a new change. I never knew why. But I know now heh. I got my hair trimmed today and I'm also cleanly shaved. And it feels good.





I forgot what day of observation it is anymore heh. I've just got rejected and I'm posting pictures of a flower soon to blossom. I must not be thinking straight.


Well, I'm free now I guess. Time to start forgetting and putting stuff behind me. My mind is still filled with so many 'ifs' but at least I can give up now. And there's this mighty good looking bottle of liquor nearby. Nights.

I've developed eyebags.

I didn't have eyebags before. Well, not distinct eyebags. But now I do. I passed out at about 4.30 this morning. This is not good. Constant gaming and walking around are still not tiring me enough to make me fall asleep. I will need more drastic measures soon.

I had a dream..

And mind you, it's one of the most stupid dreams you've heard of. And Here's how it goes.

I'm in school. I know that because I'm wearing my uniform. Except school is humoungous. Very huge. And it's in the style of a castle or something. Because I remember I climb stone steps to get to my class.

It's recess I guess, because I'm wondering around school. Then suddenly, a group of my friends are standing in front of me. One of them says "Kent, yao guai lou kau gan gniy uhs (Spelling order changed so that I won't get too depressed)" Translation = *Kent, someone's courting gniy uhs*. So I drop whatever I'm doing and I run to the field. Cause my dream told me she was most probably there. Funny thing is, all my friends run to the field too. But they run so fast O_O. It's like they had rockets strapped to their backs. I was running down the stairs when they had already reached the field.

I remember the stairs the most. I have no idea why. It's just stuck in my head. Most likely because when I was running down it, I was thinking to myself "This is a romantic place." Weird huh ?

Anyways, when I get to the field, all my friends are already there are discussing. They're all hiding standing behind a big tree on one side of the field. I get there and I see her on the opposite end of the field. Very far away. And there's a tall western fellow standing next to her. I don't really remember the expression on her face, but I kinda think that she was a bit neutral and confused. I think. I face my friends and go ," What should I do ?".

I turn back to look at her and the western dude is gone. She's at the same place, but now she's sitting on a bench. And her mother is sitting next to her. All of a sudden , I say "DAMN IT! That western dude is going to marry gniy uhs !! What the Hell do I do now ?!?!".

So I run towards her. Halfway through the field. I suddenly wake up. I had that dream 2 days ago. And I'm so stupid for having it.

In a few days, I will be a free man.

That is, as soon as she reads my off line messages and kindly does what I requested. "I'm sorry" doesn't cut it. I'm sorry (take that), if you think I'm being rude. But seriously, it took me almost 2 years to gather up the courage to tell you that I like you. Just saying "I'm sorry" is like...like...I cannot begin to describe the frustration.

So, I am now requesting a formal rejection. I don't want any reasons or anything. (I already know how bad I am as a potential boyfriend) I want a firm "No, please give up". Nothing else. You'll be doing me a great favour. I don't want to have any hope anymore. Crush me if you please.

Why am I so pissed at this moment? It's because I saw you online earlier. And I didn't want to talk to you yet because my family was nearby. I was typing up the things I wanted to say to you. And just before I click the "send" button, you go off line. I said "WTF" countless times. But I don't care anymore. So yes. I await patiently. For the last time.


And er..no pictures of the lotus flower today. I was out all day and only got back home at night. My phone couldn't take a picture of the flower without seriously screwing up the lighting. New pic tomorrow.

Wha...it's noon already ?

Yeah..that's what I said when I checked my clock. I woke up at 12.30 today. It's the latest I've woke up at this year =P

So I quickly did all my chores and again fired up Team Fortress 2. Gawds I love that game. I reckon I should get around to installing Portal and Episode 2. But not now heh.

Didn't do much. I just did the usual chores. Around 2, my sister came back with her friend. They wanted to eat some stuff, but there was only fried rice left. So I went out and tapau some food from the mamak. I ordered them a Roti Pisang and 2 Roti Canai. Meanwhile, I had meself a Rojak Mi. Damn their gravy. It owns me. I decided to belanja my sister. But only because I wanted her to wash the dishes =P

During dinner, my father taught us the art of Chop-stick-do. He grabbed the stalk of a vegetable with his chopsticks and in pure zen language said, "Grab this veggie from me." My sister lost utterly. I tried but I only managed to hold it down for a bit, and he swiped it from me. Finally, after we got scolded by my mother, we just quietly had our food. When we were about all finished, my dad did the same thing with a piece of meat. This time I managed to grab it from him. But he managed to hit the meat and split it in half O_O. I was like, "...What the ??".



This is the bud of a lotus flower growing in the garden. My mom's started gardening a few years ago. Our greatest achievement was a very very tall sunflower. Seriously, it was humongous. Anyways, I'll try to take a picture of the flower every day and post it here till it blossoms. Just for fun =P. Picture was taken with my phone in close-up mode.




And this is my dog. Her name is Soya. XD No, she isn't missing an ear, it's just tucked in. I wuff her ^^

First day of Operation : Get my driving license

Yeah..My mom called me yesterday and told me, the driving instructor will come and pick you up tomorrow in the morning. D'oh

She told me he would be at the gate at around 11 am. I woke up at 10. I rushed through my bath. I took my dog out for her walk, and cut my fingernails. I didn't know if I'd have enough time to wash the dishes or hang the clothes, but by Jeebus, I managed to do it all. I called up the fellow and he said that he'd be there any minute. Fearing that I be too rushed when he showed up, I quickly finished up what I had to do, locked the door and went outside to wait for him.

He showed up in a kancil. A kancil without air conditioning. However, there was a pretty girl sitting next to him in the front seat. I didn't get a good look at her though. Anyways, as it turns out, we were gonna go to the Ulu Langat training centre. Most everyone I know went there. Even my parents O_O. It's a nice place with beautiful scenery. The 5 hours lecture though..was kinda different.

It was split into 2 sessions. First session was conducted by a Malay dude. He talked about the roadsigns and ethics. Then it was break time. The 2nd session was by an Indian dude. He was livelier and funnier. Made lots of jokes. And told us lots of funny stories =P

He told us that in Japan, when you're taking the On-The-Road driving tests, you get to drive a BMW 3-series. When you're taking the mountain driving tests, you get to drive a Mazda RX-8!! No wonder they keep on drifting and stuff.

Class ended at about 5.30pm. I was pooped. Another driving instructor then took me back home.

After dinner, I went to Brian's place. Then, Kit and Marcus joined us, and we went for pool. I smell of smoke. My fingers are already tired from typing this. Bwahaha.

Good night.

Who am I Kidding ?

I still can't sleep. There is only 1 remedy for this.

*Fires up Final Fantasy 7*

I have the word "rejected" branded on my forehead

Well..I don't have the exact word on my forehead, cause I couldn't find any marker pens to write it. However, since this is my blog (I think), I have the right to write the story out. Bring popcorn, or tomatoes if you want.

All year I've wanted to tell her. All year I didn't. The last week of 2007, I typed up a sms. A confession sms XD. You know how when you type up a sms, if you exceed the character limit, the sms is sent in 2 parts and you're charged for 2 smses ? Well I typed up a 10 part sms in English. I guess I suck at English =P Then I thought, "Hey..why not I send it in Mandarin ? " Even though, I haven't written/practiced my mandarin in five years. So I typed it up. The style of the sms might be a different from normal smses because the only contact I've had with mandarin is Mandarin songs and....uh..mandarin dramas ?. I had to guess her name in Chinese. I double checked with a friend of hers, and LO! I was right . Heh.

Over the days, leading up to the 31st of December, I edited the messages many time. I didn't know whether I should send the English sms or Chinese one . I settled for the Chinese one because I felt that I had expressed myself better.....Or I was saving money..cause 5 parts to 10 parts is a big difference heh.

Alas, the fateful day came. By the way, I'll have to post what I did with the guys on the 31st of December in another post. Before the clock struck 12, I was still typing up some smses to my friends..Looking at my watch and sensing that the time was upon me, I went to my "Drafts" section of my phone and sent it. It took a long time sending. Funny thing, y'know how on special occasions like birthdays, you always try to send the message at 12 sharp ? Well later that night, when I checked my "sent messages" I saw that I had sent out the message at exactly 12. That seriously must have been my first right-on-time sms in ages.

Anyways, my friends messaged me back the whole time after 12. Every time my phone vibrated, I kept on thinking to myself, "Please let it be her." But the whole time I was watching the fireworks, It never was. I went back home at about 12.30. Then at 1 am. She messaged me and wished me "Happy New Year". Shocked might be the word I'm looking for. All I could think was "That's it ? That's all you have to say ? You didn't even spell out the words fully O_O"..After a few minutes, I assumed that she had ignored the contents of my message completely. I resigned myself to fate and wished her a good night and sweet dreams...As the sinking feeling in my stomach engulfed me, she suddenly replied that she was sorry and that she had only just finished reading my sms because some text was missing when she first received it. Repeating that she was sorry, she then also bid me a good night . (She did wish me sweet dreams, but I didn't sleep that night). And that's that...I didn't reply her. I'm stuck in limbo. I have no idea what her last sms meant. And I'm still online typing this because I want to get myself as tired as possible so that I can fall asleep as soon as my head touches my pillow.

Good night. And Sweet Dreams.